May 28, 2018
What I have acknowledged today was way beyond what I could ever imagine.
This morning I was again a bit in an uncomfortable zone, a bit stuck. During my conversation with my son, the energy was getting heavier and heavier.
I was doing my best by using the Access tools, but none of them seemed to work. I just wasn’t able to change the energy. I kept trying.
What is going on here? What is good about this I am not getting?
What question am I not being here, and what is good about me I am not getting?
I took the book Being you, changing the world in my hands, asked another question – What else do I need to acknowledge? And then I opened the book.
What happened next was very interesting. This was the second time this book opened precisely on the same page in the last two days.
I got pissed off for those 10 seconds because I knew almost all the written words on this page by heart, and I thought I already acknowledged everything in there.
I know that there are no coincidences, so for what purpose did I create this page again? Is something else for me to acknowledge here?
Yes, it was.
After few seconds, the Universe “literally” dropped a brick on my head…
You probably already know – or not, that we have chosen our parents and that we had something for them, a gift and awareness.
I already acknowledged what gift I had for my parents and that they were unwilling to receive it from me. But I never even thought about my son, that he has chosen me for his mother, and that he also has a gift for me.
You know what, I wasn’t willing to receive and acknowledge his gift also until this morning.
As soon as I started receiving my son and the gift he is for me, that heavy energy changed. There was lightness, space, magic, and a lot of tears, tears of gratitude.