Until about 2014, I lived a normal everyday life, like most others. I had a job; I was a wife, a mother, and a housewife. I struggled with time, which I always had too little of anyway, to get everything done that was on my daily schedule.
Even though I tried hard to make everything as it should be, it was never good enough; something was always missing. And it wasn’t what I thought I was missing, that I didn’t have enough, that I was lacking.
What was missing in my life was Me.
Of course, I was not aware of that at the time. I continued to live my life until, one day, I couldn’t do it anymore. I collapsed to the ground, an eternal fighter and a strong woman who never let herself defeating by anything, unable to achieve, fix or improve something.
I was tired of everything. First, I cried, feeling sorry for myself, then I stood up, wiped my tears, and began to say to myself, firmly and angrily, “I can’t take it anymore! Enough! No more! Enough! Enough!”
Interestingly, I felt better after saying those words, without even realizing what had happened.
I had started my process and entered the first phase of the Pre-Awakening.